shedding skin.

it's time to shed old skin.


this blog is partly inspired by kenna. she is currently peeling practially her entire back because of a crazy sunburn.

and i think it's time to do some shedding of my own.

i've never cared about what i look like. but now i want to. is that weird? it's like all of the sudden i have the urge to wear cute clothes and basically to put effort into "my look". this summer i plan on going through the transformation. it's too late in the school year to change my look now...people would get confused. so i wanna spend the summer collecting clothes for completely refreshed senior year.

i've already started the metamorphosis, if you will. today i went shopping with my friend ashgi. i came home with a cute dress with jumbo buttons that puts an emphasis on "the girls", a green striped dress, and a jacket that i LOVE. i wore the button dress, leggings, and my new jacket tonight to hang out with ryan, kenna, and lizzie [see previous blog for pictures of these losers. <3] and it felt good. i felt good. it's so weird how a simple outfit can change the way a girl feels about herself.

it's weird because until recently i felt wrong...like i wasn't born with the part of the brain that said i should care about how i look. so now at the end of my junior year in highschool, i am forcing that part upon myself. it's gunna take a lot of work. but i am confident i can pull it off.

i really want.

change. become different in essence; losing one's or its original nature.

i'm ready.

pee. ess. if you held in your hands a baby that you knew for a fact would be the next hitler...would you kill the child?