chemisery.

i am taking AP CHEMISTRY.

apchem is a life ruiner. it ruins peoples lives. it's as simple as that. i have an 87 in the class...but that is only due to ashgi being an amazing friend and letting me have her homework. >.< however, from now on i must rely on my own chemistry knowledge... unfortunately that does not leave me with much to count on. i have never been so utterly clueless in a class. it's actually quite scary. i feel straight up stupid in there. for example, it seems to me that EVERYONE in the whole class knows what's going on, or if they don't a simple hint from the teacher and they're off. but with me there's some sort of mental block and i need it worked out step by step. and even then it's only sometimes i understand why we did this or used that equation.

it's so frustrating i could scream.

on the brighter side...
things i currently enjoy in life:

crazy times @ james'.

my little pony tattoos.

reinforced paper.

batman rings.

losing weight.

texting.

<3